some days are better, theyre better than others
cant run forever, youre pushing me under
what a way to live my life
im hiding from the battles i dont want to fight
what ive become
and now its going grey
all the lines are blurring and decayed
i cant recall exactly whos to blame..... anymore
is it me or is it you , something isnt right
of all the things that we could do we just wanna fight
someday i will find the courage to embrace you
someday i will find the strength to erase you
some days i think im nothing without you
sometimes i wish that i could just kill you
what a way we live our lives
its hard to breathe
it feels like im infected by my dads disease
and now its going grey
and youre the one i chose to feed me pain
and im the one you bring home so ashamed.....through their eyes
and i see myself in heaven
if i can free myself from this hell
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